Post by Deleted on Apr 5, 2014 15:54:13 GMT -4
THERE SHE STUMBLES, FALLING TO HER KNEES
I T H I N K S H E T R I P P E D O N R E A L I T Y
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Ryoo sat at the bar, sipping at her drink. It had been a few months since she had arrived in Harper Valley and suddenly, something felt off, wrong almost. Everything had been so perfect and yet, the past few days, even her dance practices had felt dull and useless. She had felt this way before, but this time she had to hide it from people. The pack didn't need to know that she was starting to feel lost, bored... she couldn't properly describe it to even tell them. It was as if something was missing from her life.Not even her morning shower had made her feel better.
Ryoo reached down to grab her backpack, taking a drink of her Jack and Coke after the bartender refilled her glass. She pulled her backpack into her lap and opened the front pocket. She wasn't sure why she had brought it with her, but she pulled out the black box and opened it, staring at the ring. It had been three, almost four years since she had seen hide or tail of the male that had given it to her and she still missed him. She had swore when she met him that he was her soulmate, and now, after three years she couldn't deny it. Despite having found someone she cared deeply about within the pack, there was no denying that she was still very much in love with Shyde.
'He'll never find me here... it's been so long since I moved... Even he won't be able to track me.'
Ryoo sighed softly as she downed the rest of her drink like a shot, staring almost blankly at the ring. It was beautiful, and she knew it had been hand made. She had kept it just in case he did ever find her. She just couldn't let him, or his ring go. A large part of her still needed her puppy in her life. The more she thought about him, the more depressed she became, wondering silently if she was a fool for clinging so heavily to the past.
"I wonder if your still even alive...."
She muttered softly as she picked up the ring, staring at it as it sat between her fingers. With her free hand, she took a long, slow swig of her drink, shaking her head at the mixture of bubbles and Jack. She turned to the bartender and ordered an Apple-tini next, trying to keep her depression at bay as she continued to think about her lost love.
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WORDS :: go here
TAGS ::@shyde
OUTFIT ::Just to clairfy... what shes wearing, ignore the guy.
NOTES :: go here
CREDZ :: Song is "Perfect Day" by Collective Soul (ftw?). This template was made by the uh-may-zing (just kidding) xreebear of caution two-point-oh. Please don't steal and or use without credit (so.. steal).